I was born and raised a Christian and I tried fully to be all about the faith giving it my all and yet I just couldn't come to the point where it felt right. It just never seemed the right place for me. Yet from the inspiration of a cartoon Captain Planet I was drawn to mother earth. After that I slowly started to see where I was suppose to be. I'm really not good with too much structure and the only catagory I ended up truly falling into was simply a witch, but its hard because there aren't a lot around here to help me learn and just relax around. I grew up in a small town that is very orthodoxed. Some days I just wish I had someone to hang out with that was a teacher type mentor or at least someone I could learn from because doing it alone can be a real pain and I have a slight case of ADD and having to do it alone just never really happens. I'm all about the fae world and celtic culture. I don't think I know much about either of these but got to start some where. I do tarot reading but I'm pretty insecure about myself and my abilites and I'm an empath. So yes I cry for help, which seems to be something I do often in this field. I only feel 3/4th complete because spirituality is a big part of me and I seem to always be lacking in the field. I've always wondered if there is a particular familiar out there for me, and I've always been drawn to kitties and I thought maybe that was it, but I don't know damn my insecurity.

 Bloody Angel